Granted, we all get angry.
I don't know if something has changed in me but recently I find myself repressing my anger to points that the slightest drop of a pin will set me off like someone has completely ruined my life. I don't know if the relative degree of anger-provocations I've been exposed to this year has increased by far, because the repercussions definitely illustrate, but I'm thinking that I'm just expressing it in a more destructive way. I think I used to let my anger trickle down through short bouts of aggressive depression, while now I keep around on twinkle toes even when things miff me, relegating them to a giant hot pot of explosives just waiting around for someone to accidentally brush up against. I think I'm going to become one of those people that are scary to be around because you're afraid that they will blow up and start SCREAMING at you for no reason whatsoever, and that isn't exactly my ideal vice.
Does 'talking it out' really help? For some matters yes but most nuances simply can't be released in a civil manner, as I've come to see. I have tried countless methods of keeping my cool...but there are times when my intent becomes almost murderous.
I don't like speaking about the things that make me most angry because it gives off a sense of insecurity, and while I'd just like to resolve everything by going "ALSKJL:KASJD:ALKSJD....LKASJDLKJASLKJSDLKJLCMNDLKJFDALKJWQ...ASKJDLKASJDLKASJD...", there's no real world application in that.
Well, fuck it.
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ASL:KJDMCL:DKSJFL:KJAD:LAKSJD:LAKSDJ:ALSKDJ:ASLKDJA:SLKDJ:ALSKDJ:SLDKJANDSW:OIEOIUWQJDFL:ASLD"ASLKDJXMC
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